Occasional thoughts which I hope will both challenge and encourage you in your walk of faith. First, pointing to the One 'who saves' and second, help strengthen the faith given to you by the One who saves by sharing my own thoughts and experiences of God's faithfulness.
Coming from an atheistic background it was easy to accept the concept of evolution. Today it's taught not so much as a theory but as fact. I would carry this belief system with me into my Christian life.
In 1986 I found God. He was always there I just didn't recognize Him. Having got my attention, I was introduced to the Person of his Son, Jesus Christ and thereby entered into a personal relationship with Almighty God. It sounds unbelievable even as I write it.
Upon my confession of faith I believe I was given the spiritual gifts of faith and encouragement. That is faith in God and His Word and the ability to encourage other followers of Christ in their faith (we live by faith, not by sight). I would brag that, "If God said it - you can take it to the bank!" Such was my confidence in the truth of God's Word.
This past weekend I was invited to a Creation Conference by a close friend. I went there more to encourage my friend than for any real, personal interest. But, it turned out to be a Divine appointment. In the very first session of the conference the very foundation of my belief in the Holy Scriptures was challenged - by God himself. David, either you believe all of my Word or don't bother with any of it. You can't be selective in what you believe.
I had always been taught that the Creation account in Genesis was open to interpretation, but as the presenter talked (not about evolution or Creation specifically) rather about what the Bible said, and how the Bible said it, I was convicted of the error of my ways and the false understanding I would share with anyone who had the time to listen.
I remember when I accepted Jesus Christ as my Saviour, that is 'born again', how the Words of Scripture came alive. It was an amazing experience. Well, I can say that this past Friday evening it was as if I was born again, again. As I reread the Genesis account and the genealogy in 1 Chronicles, it was if my spirit was illumined. There was an inner peace and affirmation as I grasped the [old] Truth.
The next day the presenters (both former atheists and one a PhD in geology) explained the Creation account from a scientific perspective and the bad science on which evolutionary theory is founded. We all know what Jesus said about the man who built his house on a weak foundation. Their presentation factually explained what I had come to accept by faith the previous evening. I had faith and knowledge.
Jesus reminds us of the First Commandment, "You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart (passion), with all your soul (faith) and with all your mind (knowledge). Our faith is never to be blind - it must be steeped in knowledge so that when our faith is eventually challenged it holds firm because it is built on the foundational rock of knowledge.
I was recently loaned a copy of the Ragamuffin Gospel, written by Brennan Manning, a former Catholic priest, recovering alcoholic and now a happily married encourager. Please, please, get yourself a copy! I accidentally spilled coffee on my friend's copy and had to buy him a new one. Actually, I 'm quite thankful for this minor accident as now I get to keep the loaned book. Romans 8:28 anyone?
Brennan Manning has an extraordinary gift to simplify the message of grace. In fact the book is all about grace from the point-of-view of a grateful recipient.
He writes. "The saved sinner is prostrate in adoration, lost in wonder and praise. He knows repentance is not what we do in order to earn forgiveness; it is an expression of gratitude rather than an effort to earn forgiveness. Thus the sequence of forgiveness and then repentance, rather than repentance and then forgiveness, it is crucial for understanding the gospel of grace."
This was my own experience. In fact it was probably weeks, if not months, after I became a believer that I really became aware of the need for repentance and, sometime after that, that I learned that even repentance is a gift (Acts 5:31) - something that I am continually thankful for.
I was recently listening to a series of messages from the Spiritual Life Conference held at The Peoples Church a few years ago. Occasionally I transfer messages to my IPod that are worth listening to repeatedly. This particular message happened to be on the Absence of God, those times when God just seems to have ‘disappeared’.
Of course, just as I have been out of sight from my blog for the past three months, seemingly incommunicado, clouds can sometimes obscure our view of God. I’ve been going through one of those patches where my mind has been very distracted and I just haven’t been communicating that well with God. It’s not that my faith in God has been impaired in any way – I still see the evidence of his power and grace every day – I just hunger for closeness.
Life at Bus Stop Bible Studies continues as always. Even in a ministry like this activities can become routine and the passion seems to ebb. I want to say, “God, where’s my sense of excitement?” Even these unprayed prayers God chooses to answer in his ever graceful and encouraging ways...
On Saturday Wendy and I went to see a movie. We had 45-minutes to kill before the movie started so we wandered into the Indigo bookstore. Amongst the piles of new releases was a new book by Bruce Wilkinson, You Were Born for This. I grabbed a copy, found a place to sit and started scanning through the book. Bruce made reference to his bestselling book, The Prayer of Jabez. I bought the Prayer of Jabez several years ago and gave away a great number of copies. I have often prayed Jabez’ prayer but it always seemed so ‘generic’ and how could I tell if God actually answered my prayer?
Jabez’ prayer goes like this, “Oh that you would bless me indeed, and enlarge my border, and that your hand might be with me, and that you would keep me from evil, that it not be to my sorrow!” and then the Scripture passage goes onto say, “God granted him that which he requested.”
As I sat there reading those words again, it was like God was saying to me, “Well, David?” A whole rush of awareness came over me; God had answered my [generic] prayer! God had expanded ‘enlarged my borders’ from my family and church to the whole of Toronto! Bus Stop Bible Studies have now been viewed more than half a billion times!
Praying the prayer of Jabez anew, I thank God for the recent Supreme Court of Canada ruling giving Bus Stop Bible Studies access to all of Canada. Which brings me back to my original observation that even when God appears to be absent and I crave closeness to him, I still see the evidence of his power and grace every day. God continues to enlarge my borders and above the clouds the Son still shines!
Occasionally I do a Google-search to see what people are saying about Bus Stop Bible Studies.Very occasionally one pops up that really grabs my attention, saying something that is of real significance.The following is text copied from the blog of one David Barker.I think the text speaks for itself.
“Last evening I rode the bus half way across the city. I sat at the back of the bus beside a woman in a hijab to my left and a Sikh in a turban to my right. After all, this is Toronto. I was on my way to a meeting - a workshop really - to review a draft statement of values called VisionWorks. Depending on who's describing it, the community producing this document could be characterized as a far left post-Christian postmodern community, or as a far right band of neo-literalists who are supplanting one dogma for another. I don't identify with either characterization but that's neither here nor there.
I was using a copy of VisionWorks as a bookmark in an English translation of Friedrich Nietzsche's Beyond Good and Evil, which I was readng assiduously as the bus bumped and whined its way east. I read:
219. ‘Moral judgement and condemnation is the favourite form of revenge of the spiritually limited on those who are less so, likewise a form of compensation for their having been neglected by nature, finally an occasion for acquiring spirit and becoming refined - malice spiritualizes. Deep in their hearts they are glad there exists a standard according to which those overloaded with the goods and privileges of the spirit are their equals - they struggle for the 'equality of all before God' and it is virtually for that purpose that they need the belief in God.’
As someone stood to leave, I heard a crinkling on the floor. The Sikh beside me leaned over and pulled up a poster. It was an advertisement from the Toronto-based busstopbiblestudies.com - a scriptural quotation about loving god. You know the one. Somebody had pulled it down and tossed it on the floor. The man beside me stood and tried to insert it back into the slots that hold the ads in place, but the ad wouldn't stay there and fell back to the floor. He tried again but gave up because there was no way to prop up the scriptural passage. He moved to the front of the bus and I noticed on the seat beside him an 8.5 x 11 sheet of paper covered in selections from the Psalms. The heading was sandwiched between a crown like the one in the margarine ads and a star of David. It read:
‘THE PROPHETIC FULFILLMENT OF THE SCRIPTURES; KING JAMES VERSION OF THE HOLY BIBLE ABOUT THE MISCHIEVIOUS (sic) SPIRITS IN THE FLESH PERVERTING THE MIND OF THE KING PROPHET OF JESUS THE ALMIGHTY GOD...’
This was my evening for religious pluralism! The document I was on my way to consider is intended, in part, to address the fact that we live in a world where buses are packed with Muslims and Sikhs and fundamentalist Christians and postmodern poets who believe only in the bus ride.
After the Sikh had moved forward, I had room on the seat beside me to stretch out the ad and look at it more closely. What struck me most was that the ad was covered in dirty footprints. Not only had it been torn down; it had also been stomped on. Now I understood why the Sikh had tried so hard to put the ad back in its place.
I could share with him a sinking feeling at the sight of the footprints. It evoked in me something visceral, as if I had witnessed an act of violence. While I have no great regard for proselytism, nor for the religion being proselytized, it diminishes us all when anyone's beliefs are stomped on.”
David, I hope you don’t mind me copying your words but your closing paragraph caused me to say out loud, “Amen!” I hope to be able to shake your hand, and the hand of the noble Sikh, one day.
Last November I was stopped by a policeman for speeding.Let me state for the record that while I was undoubtedly guilty, I was caught in a well known radar trap location at the bottom of a relatively steep hill and was only doing the limit when the officer jumped out from his hiding spot and flagged me down.Was I guilty of speeding? Yes.Where there ‘reasonable mitigating circumstances’?I will leave that to you to think about.I felt there were, or perhaps I should say that I felt a little leniency would have been appropriate.
Not wishing to impair my clean driving record I decided it would be worthwhile appealing to the Court.Last week I went to the Old City Hall (downtown Toronto), Courtroom E, along with about 50 others to see if I could at least get a reduced sentence, i.e. dropping the offence to 15km over the limit from what was shown on the ticket.
I had been advised to be at the court early to meet with the Prosecutor.The Prosecutor ‘holds court’ at a table just outside the courtroom doors.“Do you wish to negotiate a plea?” He asks.“Yes.” I say.With all the noise behind me in the corridor I can barely hear him but I hear the words “lesser” and “no points”.The very words I came to hear so I eagerly I agreed.He makes notes on his long list of names and offences and I enter the court.
My case was halfway down the list, all a myriad of traffic offenses.Nearly everyone was agreeing to plead guilty to a ‘lesser charge’.Of the twenty of so that went before me, all pleaded guilty to the exact same lesser charge.The Clerk read out the offense, “That on the 26th day of November, 2008, that at the corner of Bay and Richmond Streets, you did fail to proceed on a green light contrary to Item 405, Section 144, of the Highway Traffic Act.”“How do you plead?”I almost had it memorized.“Guilty” is the answer each time the question is asked.
The judge asks each guilty party if a $50 fine was reasonable.I was left wondering what would have happened if someone said, “No.”Reasonable!I though the judge was supposed to decide what was reasonable. [According to the Highway Traffic Act the set fine for this offence is $85 and no points.]
As I watched this happening each time I became more and more agitated.Twenty people had just pled guilty to the exact same offence, at the exact same intersection, on the same day, etc.Each one of those twenty people had just perjured themselves with the full knowledge and endorsement of the Court.Could I now, as a Christian, stand before the judge [and The Judge] and perjure myself?
By the grace of God I did not have to answer that question (although I still often think about it).The police officer who gave me the ticket did not appear in court and my case was summarily dismissed.
What I saw and experienced in Court that day weighs heavily on my mind as I wonder about the depths of contempt this country has for its justice system.Some might call it a matter of expediency but when our justice system condones, if not promotes, perjury on such a scale I am left thinking of Habakkuk’s plea to God, “The law has become paralyzed, and there is no justice in the courts.The wicked far outnumber the righteous, so that justice has become perverted.”Habakkuk 1:5.
What kind of example are we giving to our children?Why do our youth have so little respect for The Law?Quite simply the leaders of this formerly great nation have abandoned their responsibilities and failed us.Justice has been indeed become perverted and this at the lowest levels of our judicial system.What hope is there?
There are many traditions in the church today. Indeed, traditions are often the differentiating factors between the many ‘Christian’ denominations.
There is nothing inherently wrong with traditions. Your family may celebrate Thanksgiving Dinner together year after year – this is a great tradition that helps bond a family together. However, when a tradition distorts Scripture and distracts us from its inherent truths we create significant problems and can do much unintentional damage. Jesus said, “I am the way, the truth and the life.” He did not say, “I am the way, the tradition and the life.”
I recently conducted a study concerning the tradition of Good Friday. I have long had a problem with Good Friday as Jesus had specifically prophesied concerning his death that, “For asJonahwas three days and three nights in the belly of a huge fish, so the Son of Man will be three days and three nights in the heart of the earth."Matthew 12:39-41 An unambiguous statement if ever there was one! If Jesus was indeed crucified on Friday and raised to life Sunday morning, according to my calendar, he could have only “been in the earth” two nights.
It is only in some of the modern Bible translations that we read of Jesus being crucified on a Friday. I would respectfully argue that they are wrong - they are merely repeating traditions. For clarity one should research the Old Testament instructions on which days the Passover feast(s) were to be eaten and to understand that there are Special Sabbaths, and more than just one day of preparation. Depending on whether one follows the Pharisees' or Sadducees' calendar there could have been three consecutive 'days of preparation' - not just Friday! Read a literal (word-for-word) translation of the Bible and it will become clearer. Almost uniquely, the King James Bible does not mention the crucifixion happening [specifically] on the Friday. Jesus had to be crucified on the Thursday. Scripture says so!
A questionable tradition of the church is making [beatifying] and praying to 'the Saints'. This is a potentially lethal exercise as it takes our focus off the one upon whom the Bible instructs us to call and keep our attention focused on – Jesus.
Proclaiming special sainthood is a long-held tradition but it is not found anywhere in Scripture. Forty-five times the Bible refers to God’s children as saints - exclusively.
Miracles (acts of God outside his physical laws of nature) are often deemed by the church to be a rational for making someone a saint. Miracles have happened, and continue to happen, to all kinds of people every day all over the world. Consider all the miracles of the Old Testament – were those involved not worthy of sainthood?
People are encouraged to pray to these long-dead saints. The Bible strictly warns against calling up the spirits of the dead.
There is no intercessor between man and God except the Lord Jesus Christ. "...the Spirit intercedes for the saints in accordance with God's will." [Romans 8:26]. Jesus, through the Holy Spirit, indwells us. Jesus said, “I will never leave you nor forsake you.” and he also said, “Where two or three are gathered in my name, there I will be in their midst.” Jesus - not ‘the saints’!
God has the prayers of his saints (yours and mine) in his presence. Revelation 8:4
From a practical perspective how do ‘the saints’ supposedly hear our prayers? They Bible would infer that they are otherwise preoccupied worshiping God. If our prayers are not ‘relayed’ by and through the Spirit of God, then how?
All ‘the saints’ throughout time were sinners just like you and me. The Heavenly Father, to whom we pray, has no favourites (including ‘the saints’) when He judges [1 Peter 1:17]. God tore the Curtain of the Temple in two so that we could come directly into his presence – no obstruction, no saints, nothing!
Satan would much rather distract us and direct our prayers to ‘deaf ears’, rather than have us direct our thoughts and prayers to Jesus Christ, the One who can both hear them and answer them.
Always teach, practice and celebrate traditions with caution.
I was an atheist until the age of 34, then in a moment of utter despair cried out, “God! If you’re there, help me!” He did. I became more certain of God’s existence at that moment than anything you can reason or imagine. Having got my attention God instilled in me a [physical] hunger to know the Truth. This I found in the Bible. It was through the reading of the Gospel message that I recognized my need for a Saviour, the need to deal once and for all with the issue of sin, and to recognize the fact that without a permanent and personal relationship with God, life had no hope or purpose. I still sin [sin simply means falling short of God’s standard]; although I try not to—but I know I will always be forgiven. I still suffer the ills of this life—but have hope and often great joy. Life continues to be uncertain—but Jesus has promised me that he will never leave me nor forsake me. I will die one day—but no longer fear death. I cannot explain God—I can only point to Him. I cannot comprehend God’s love for me—but I know it is genuine and His love for me is without restriction or limit.